A Dream Deferred is exactly what's going on with me right now. My dream is being deferred because of my selfish acts. Lawd Hammercy.
So again as many of you may know I am in pre-production on a short film. I thought I had everything arranged. I thought I had every thing taken care of. Then it happened.
All of a sudden things stopped. Nothing was moving. I was getting no where. God had to check me. I had gotten so caught up in the now that I forgot to do things in order.
God put me in check yet again. The post "Anxiety Attack" that I posted earlier this year happened once more. I should have learned my lesson but I guess I didn't. I was just so busy trying to make dates and schedule auditions that I was too busy to make sure everything was in order with the King. I thought I had given the project totally over to Him but when things started to slow down and when I started to get mad and question if this project was meant to be for now, I knew that He wasn't in it.
It was all flesh...
I know that God does not operate in confusion but peace but I know that my flesh was in control. So the devil had me in his grips once again. I was lost in myself instead of being like Edward "Young Dirty" Long, staying "Lost in His Spirit".
Kevin Mclean and ZeEster Browning gave me kind words of encouragement. I thank God for them because if it wasn't for them telling me to slow down and take my time this project that is STRAIGHT from Heaven would be a WRECK and go STRAIGHT to Hell because of my anxiety to get it done. Always remember to thank God for the angels He sends you in life.
Lesson: Be still and wait on God. Let Him lead and you follow. He won't let you down if you let Him be God. He IS God all by Himself.
Don't forget to Spread the Word...
Donald Lawrence - I Am God
Be blessed!
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